Im the kind of person who gets stressed easily and it definitely shows. Unfortunately i suffer from canker sores and have for years, there will be times that i will have 4 or 5 within 2 weeks or i can go months without one. Well these past 2 weeks my stress level has reached the limit and ive had 4 canker sores and painful ones as of right now im officially down to 1 but in the worse place my bottom lip so eating has been a chore and drinking makes my eyes water and yes even talking hurts. I buy Haylee these small chapter books and we usually read a chapter a day and the last few nights i have really tried but 2 pages in my mouth is throbbing and end up stopping which Haylee gets upset and i feel bad but she eventually understands and nos its not forever. Well tonight i had mentioned to Haylee to ask Chad to read and the reaction from him broke my heart, he threw his hands up in the air and says not right now and well Haylee has been sleepy all day and she was ready for bed. I understand im the mom but why is it so hard to read a 5 page chapter to your daughter? He eventually did it but not because he wanted too but because he had too. I wish he could see how he acts. Like i said i wanted nothing more in life than to be a mom and here i am with a 5 and 3 year old and i no im not perfect and i lose my temper but im caring and loving to them and they know that if they want something im here. My husband is amazing husband, he provides for his family but he needs to provide more than just money he needs to provide affection...... The many things i hope to understand and work on.
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